Tuesday, July 29, 2008
i'm very broke kaes? =( feeling super super poor. people keep asking what i want for my birthday, my reply, although quite standard, is the ruddy truth. MONEY. coz i seriously need to rehydrate my sadly depleted savings.
today had another BIGBIGBIG argument. i guess, it's not intentional. but me and him, we're so alike and yet so different. we wont/cant give in. but at the same time, it kills us both to see the other suffer. of course after the normal huffy cool down then we're quite happy-clappy again. hahah.
have been doing a lot of reflections the past few days. and i realise, i've been angry with loads of people. people who dont bother to understand me but are quick to judge and assume they know something about me. but today, i'm proud to say that it doesnt matter to me. COZ THEY'VE BARELY SKIMMED THE SURFACE OF THE REAL ME. =D
and i dont need to justify my actions. my friends can accept me, flaws and all, and if they cant, well, they just aren't friends. they're just the grey, faceless sea of people we meet in life.
thank you to the six real friends who made me see all this. Cherry. Michelle. Meagan. DA. YH. AL. the last 3, you may not know you played a role but seriously by just accepting me not by what i wear or who i hang out with, but for just me being me.
today had another BIGBIGBIG argument. i guess, it's not intentional. but me and him, we're so alike and yet so different. we wont/cant give in. but at the same time, it kills us both to see the other suffer. of course after the normal huffy cool down then we're quite happy-clappy again. hahah.
have been doing a lot of reflections the past few days. and i realise, i've been angry with loads of people. people who dont bother to understand me but are quick to judge and assume they know something about me. but today, i'm proud to say that it doesnt matter to me. COZ THEY'VE BARELY SKIMMED THE SURFACE OF THE REAL ME. =D
and i dont need to justify my actions. my friends can accept me, flaws and all, and if they cant, well, they just aren't friends. they're just the grey, faceless sea of people we meet in life.
thank you to the six real friends who made me see all this. Cherry. Michelle. Meagan. DA. YH. AL. the last 3, you may not know you played a role but seriously by just accepting me not by what i wear or who i hang out with, but for just me being me.
what we could have been, 10:43 pm.
